Monday, January 31, 2011

Just one show of my middle finger.

One thing that ease every pain,
Is the unstoppable rain.
It gave me the calmness of nature,
And also gave the city a cold picture.
You think i've gain is me bringing along my specs,
Because i just don't feel there's a need anymore to slack.
It's time to learn,
Because all this while i didn't.
And yes,
I wish to tell it to the press.
That i felt jealous so easily,
That really makes myself in a little jeopardy.
I hate it,
Even if i felt it just a little bit.
Who should i point my middle finger at?
Is it to that rat?
Or to myself i bet.
What a jerk i am.

Thursday, January 20, 2011


I suck big time.
Saying without doing.
Great enough.
Fcuking ass attitude.
Get a grip.
Make it real.
Go to hell.

Friday, January 14, 2011


View that no one can drew. Maybe a view that is untrue, who knew?

Feelings unknown at times.

Its a lot of thoughts,
Running through this head,
At a bad time.
I feel like i just wanna rot,
And lay on my bed,
And create some rhyme.
I don't know why,
But its so easy to cry,
And i don't even need to try.
I just need an assurance,
But i won't do so,
I will just have patience.
I wonder.
Sometimes i just need a little initiative,
To make know that feeling is real.
I'll stop this pessimistic thingy,
Soon as possible.
hate me?
i know you hate this shit out of me.
oh god.

Somewhere far to see.

I kinda love it. There's blue. :)

Thursday, January 6, 2011


Girlfriend going off in 6 hours time.
What more to update?
I'm gonna miss her.
Bye blog.
Be dead for awhile. :)

Monday, January 3, 2011

What i felt.

Felt dead.
Felt useless.
Felt helpless.
Felt lifeless.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

I'm just indifferent.

Just like everyday,
I'm here awaits the sun's ray.
Just nothing to do,
For me it seems untrue.
Because usually i'm full of activities,
And now i don't even owned a list.
Sometimes life gives me a big bang on the sidelines,
And at times i don't even know if i'm feeling fine.
Some people get drunk to release stress,
But i kept doing exercise which suit me best.
I'm different,
But i ain't some perfect person.
Indeed i feel so awake,
And i just don't need any sleeping break.
I feel like listening to music all night,
Till my light from my window gets so bright.
So you guys just sleeptight,
Don't have your dreams giving you fright.