So much hurting i've caused you. People thought i'm one super duper perfect guy. _|_ Wrong. Just very wrong indeed. I hadn't get over what happened just now. I still can't forgive myself at all. I lose myself at that point when i realized what i did was stupidly wrong. I will be gone for quite awhile. Idk how long. I'm sorry again. I can't even look at your face for now, because it will just display how much damaged i'd caused. :\ Don't come and look for me. Just for the meantime. Do what you want to do. I have no rights in stopping you.
I will always love you. Remember this.
Take good care of yourself. Don't forget to eat your meals. :) Bye love.