Thursday, June 2, 2011


I started to hate myself.

Because of my wrong doings.

I started ignoring about my health,

Because i'm always up to some thinkings.

But boy,


Wednesday, April 6, 2011

For you.

So much hurting i've caused you.
People thought i'm one super duper perfect guy.
_|_ Wrong. Just very wrong indeed.
I hadn't get over what happened just now.
I still can't forgive myself at all.
I lose myself at that point when i realized what i did was stupidly wrong.
I will be gone for quite awhile.
Idk how long.
I'm sorry again.
I can't even look at your face for now, because it will just display how much damaged i'd caused. :\
Don't come and look for me.
Just for the meantime.
Do what you want to do.
I have no rights in stopping you.

I will always love you. Remember this.

Take good care of yourself. Don't forget to eat your meals. :)
Bye love.

Monday, April 4, 2011

A race within days.

When you decide to go,

I wish i could say no.

But i'm no one to you,

Just a boyfriend and that's true.

Letting go isn't like leaving a pen behind,

And i won't be just fine.

So much things happening,

Causing lots of crying.

I wish letting someone go was easy, So you won't even forget the word happy.

He said all those stuff,

Makes me laugh.

Thinking why the heck he blew off those chances,

Sick assES.

I don't hate you nor you,

He's big enough to handle what he needs to go through.


I'm sick. I'm weak. I'm a freak.

Just watching the clock ticks.

You'll be gone.

I felt it everytime its dawn.

And when you do,

I'll pray the best for you. :)

Farewell. ;)


Saturday, March 26, 2011

Feel it.

So much hardships.
So better to make myself feel all that shits, rather than let others.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Why now.

Thinkin' whats happenin'.
Why now?
Or am i too insecure?
Could be me?
Fcukin' shits.
Let it go away.
Head home.

Monday, February 21, 2011

For granted.

One hell of a kind.
Freaking piece of shit.
Just a thankyou.
You can't even do?
Then life by yourself,
And see who will be the ones left.
Peace be upon you.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Just one show of my middle finger.

One thing that ease every pain,
Is the unstoppable rain.
It gave me the calmness of nature,
And also gave the city a cold picture.
You think i've gain is me bringing along my specs,
Because i just don't feel there's a need anymore to slack.
It's time to learn,
Because all this while i didn't.
And yes,
I wish to tell it to the press.
That i felt jealous so easily,
That really makes myself in a little jeopardy.
I hate it,
Even if i felt it just a little bit.
Who should i point my middle finger at?
Is it to that rat?
Or to myself i bet.
What a jerk i am.