Just one show of my middle finger.

One thing that ease every pain,

Is the unstoppable rain.

It gave me the calmness of nature,

And also gave the city a cold picture.

You think i've gain is me bringing along my specs,

Because i just don't feel there's a need anymore to slack.

It's time to learn,

Because all this while i didn't.

And yes,

I wish to tell it to the press.

That i felt jealous so easily,

That really makes myself in a little jeopardy.

I hate it,

Even if i felt it just a little bit.

Who should i point my middle finger at?

Is it to that rat?

Or to myself i bet.

What a jerk i am.

Disgrace.

Done.

Brainache

I suck big time.

Saying without doing.

Great enough.

Fcuking ass attitude.

Get a grip.

Make it real.

Go to hell.

Bizarre.

View that no one can drew. Maybe a view that is untrue, who knew?

Feelings unknown at times.

Its a lot of thoughts,

Running through this head,

At a bad time.

I feel like i just wanna rot,

And lay on my bed,

And create some rhyme.

I don't know why,

But its so easy to cry,

And i don't even need to try.

I just need an assurance,

But i won't do so,

I will just have patience.

Initiative?

I wonder.

Sometimes i just need a little initiative,

To make know that feeling is real.

I'll stop this pessimistic thingy,

Soon as possible.

hate me?

i know you hate this shit out of me.

oh god.

why.

bye.

Somewhere far to see.

I kinda love it. There's blue. :)

D.F.A

Girlfriend going off in 6 hours time.

What more to update?

I'm gonna miss her.

Bye blog.

Be dead for awhile. :)

What i felt.

Felt dead.

Felt useless.

Felt helpless.

Felt lifeless.

Brb.