Jeopardy's Production.

Hatred.

2011-06-02T02:02:00.002+08:00

I started to hate myself.

Because of my wrong doings.

I started ignoring about my health,

Because i'm always up to some thinkings.

But boy,

I HATE YOU MORE. __

For you.

2011-04-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

So much hurting i've caused you.
People thought i'm one super duper perfect guy.
_|_ Wrong. Just very wrong indeed.
I hadn't get over what happened just now.
I still can't forgive myself at all.
I lose myself at that point when i realized what i did was stupidly wrong.
I will be gone for quite awhile.
Idk how long.
I'm sorry again.
I can't even look at your face for now, because it will just display how much damaged i'd caused. :\
Don't come and look for me.
Just for the meantime.
Do what you want to do.
I have no rights in stopping you.

I will always love you. Remember this.

Take good care of yourself. Don't forget to eat your meals. :)
Bye love.

A race within days.

2011-04-04T17:48:00.005+08:00

When you decide to go,

I wish i could say no.

But i'm no one to you,

Just a boyfriend and that's true.

Letting go isn't like leaving a pen behind,

And i won't be just fine.

So much things happening,

Causing lots of crying.

I wish letting someone go was easy, So you won't even forget the word happy.

He said all those stuff,

Makes me laugh.

Thinking why the heck he blew off those chances,

Sick assES.

I don't hate you nor you,

He's big enough to handle what he needs to go through.

Sigh.

I'm sick. I'm weak. I'm a freak.

Just watching the clock ticks.

You'll be gone.

I felt it everytime its dawn.

And when you do,

I'll pray the best for you. :)

Farewell. ;)

-PEACE PALS.

Feel it.

2011-03-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

So much hardships.
Hurtings.
Neglection.
So better to make myself feel all that shits, rather than let others.
bye,

Why now.

2011-03-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

Thinkin' whats happenin'.

You.

Why now?

Or am i too insecure?

Could be me?

Fcukin' shits.

Let it go away.

Faster.

Head home.

For granted.

2011-02-21T01:24:00.004+08:00

Asswipe.

One hell of a kind.

Asskisser.

Freaking piece of shit.

Bootlicker.

Just a thankyou.

You can't even do?

Then life by yourself,

And see who will be the ones left.

Peace be upon you.

Just one show of my middle finger.

2011-01-31T19:26:00.003+08:00

One thing that ease every pain,

Is the unstoppable rain.

It gave me the calmness of nature,

And also gave the city a cold picture.

You think i've gain is me bringing along my specs,

Because i just don't feel there's a need anymore to slack.

It's time to learn,

Because all this while i didn't.

And yes,

I wish to tell it to the press.

That i felt jealous so easily,

That really makes myself in a little jeopardy.

I hate it,

Even if i felt it just a little bit.

Who should i point my middle finger at?

Is it to that rat?

Or to myself i bet.

What a jerk i am.

Disgrace.

Done.

Brainache

2011-01-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

I suck big time.

Saying without doing.

Great enough.

Fcuking ass attitude.

Get a grip.

Make it real.

Go to hell.

Bizarre.

2011-01-14T01:02:00.004+08:00

View that no one can drew. Maybe a view that is untrue, who knew?

Feelings unknown at times.

2011-01-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

Its a lot of thoughts,

Running through this head,

At a bad time.

I feel like i just wanna rot,

And lay on my bed,

And create some rhyme.

I don't know why,

But its so easy to cry,

And i don't even need to try.

I just need an assurance,

But i won't do so,

I will just have patience.

Initiative?

I wonder.

Sometimes i just need a little initiative,

To make know that feeling is real.

I'll stop this pessimistic thingy,

Soon as possible.

hate me?

i know you hate this shit out of me.

oh god.

why.

bye.

Somewhere far to see.

2011-01-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

I kinda love it. There's blue. :)

D.F.A

2011-01-06T01:40:00.001+08:00

Girlfriend going off in 6 hours time.

What more to update?

I'm gonna miss her.

Bye blog.

Be dead for awhile. :)

What i felt.

2011-01-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

Felt dead.

Felt useless.

Felt helpless.

Felt lifeless.

Brb.

I'm just indifferent.

2011-01-02T01:11:00.004+08:00

Just like everyday,

I'm here awaits the sun's ray.

Just nothing to do,

For me it seems untrue.

Because usually i'm full of activities,

And now i don't even owned a list.

Sometimes life gives me a big bang on the sidelines,

And at times i don't even know if i'm feeling fine.

Some people get drunk to release stress,

But i kept doing exercise which suit me best.

I'm different,

But i ain't some perfect person.

Indeed i feel so awake,

And i just don't need any sleeping break.

I feel like listening to music all night,

Till my light from my window gets so bright.

So you guys just sleeptight,

Don't have your dreams giving you fright.

Bye.

Little saying, no sleeping.

2010-12-31T04:50:00.003+08:00

I'm imperfect,

Just the way it should be infact.

I'm Rahman,

Someone that dislike ditching the word ''fun''. (:

I got a girlfriend name "Khiriah",

Don't try to flirt with her, will ya? :D

Night has passed,

Sleeping time don't need to rush.

I just can't get to sleep tonight,

Maybe somethings just ain't right.

It's been long since i update,

Maybe long enough for an artist to create,

a new potrait. :)

New year is coming,

I don't know later where i'll be going.

Just home i guess.

bye to all pest.

Don't tell me that i'm leavin'.

2010-12-21T23:57:00.001+08:00

One day plus a few hours.

Left.

Time is the essence.

But it just doesn't seem right.

I really got to go.

When now i feel so low.

Ain't really feel like blogging,

And also rhyming.

But i just need to do some story telling,

To tell my friends that i'm leaving.

To where?

An isolated Beach.

Hawaii.

Maybe life is hard.

Maybe water is not enough to soften it mr fong. :)

Wave goodbye to you.

Everyone, the one that care.

Bye.

Real soon.

2010-12-20T23:42:00.007+08:00

Goodnight.

Alot of stuff to do till thursday,

All my projects are really on the edge of the bay.

I can't really have time to always hit the hay,

I do need to make efforts that would really pay.

Three straight days coming back to school,

Won't make me feel like a fool.

Because i know what i want to achieve,

Why bother being teased? (:

Furthermore, i'm leaving real soon,

I'm gonna fly off to the moon.

Or rather i say i'll be going away,

For a faraway 5 days stay holiday.

shouldn't talk about this,

I don't want people to get all missed.

Takecare world.

High-tech shit.

2010-12-18T19:07:00.003+08:00

Fights.

Wrongs and rights.

Frights.

Situation so tight.

If its me,

Rather i'll be the one being stab.

Rather than seeing others being stabbed.

Suck up blog, facebook, msn, tweeter, tumblr, and whatever form of communication.

Technologies are shit.

Caused huge problems.

Make people be a coward.

Get lost high-tech.

bye.

Start or stop?

2010-12-15T14:35:00.004+08:00

"Where am i, Its for you to figure it out"

Hi blog.

I feel so active bt yet sleepy,

Am i crazy?

Life seems twirling enough for me,

I wander what tomorrow might be.

Test is already a day away,

I hope all the studies do pay.

I feel like i wanna hit the hay every minute,

But i got a lot to be done than said.

What a planet,

Some people haven't realise yet.

That they should start on appreciating,

Than just whining or sighing.

Facebook is off the hook.

Ain't using it anymore?

Guess so.

Anyway, library at 3pm.

Bye.

Still going on.

2010-12-13T00:02:00.003+08:00

Its been long.

Long enough.

Wreck blog.

I got a life,

Dont worrn about tht. :)

Just ain't active with comps.

Today,had a day with syed muhd syafiq. :D

Shopping der.

Yesterday, a day at zoo.

With syed muhd syafiq, yasniza, khiriah. :)

Tomorrow, will be a day at school.

Pathetic.

Off, A wk left before leaving.

Goodnight.

After some days.

2010-12-02T00:16:00.004+08:00

Days passed,

My blog is like a metal that rust.

I was busy w life,

I was learning how to survive.

Things are ok,

Some sinful debts i need to pay.

In 3 days grace,

I need to prepare the phase.

Tournament at tampines,

I don't want the training go to waste.

But here i am,

Falling of the ramp.

An injury i have,

3 days to cure i'd left.

Things just ain't right,

The door just isn't bright.

"Why" isn't a need anymore,

It just sucks to the core.

Done done done.

Bye bye bye.

Buddies.

2010-11-22T22:36:00.003+08:00

I never stop laughing,

Why stop now? :D

Some words always running thru my mind.

I miss the old times in secondary life.

I miss the old times in ITE Dover.

But now, i'm cherishing the moments i have in ITE Chua Chu Kang. :)

They are my buddies, we quarrel, fought but we laugh and smile together. :D

Just telling some tales.

Thankyou for reading. :)

Terrible people.

2010-11-18T00:43:00.003+08:00

I don't understand at times,

Things in life just can't rhyme.

Flowing perfectly like a river,

And saying never say never.

There's always obstacles,

And you just need to get ready your seatbelts to buckle.

Rather you still bump to it,

And you can't even miss abit.

I'm afraid of people as time goes by,

You guys maybe wandering why.

I won't tell,

Its just about one of my pals.

Whatever it is,

I'll just say i come in peace. :)

Loveya. bye.

Cold as the weather.

2010-11-14T14:44:00.003+08:00

Its raining,

Its drizzling.

I feel the cold,

Sometimes its hard to hold.

Rather than i be sweating,

Its better to be shivering. :D

I thought i cld shine each day,
But all the efforts i made doesn't pay.

I'm tired,

I feel like i've been in a riot.

I wanna quit,

Cause my dream isn't something i could meet.

Faith, is what god gave.

Pain, is what human gain.

Maybe its true,

And maybe there's nothing we can do. :)

Well, get on going.

Stop pretending.

Off south.

ITE CW

2010-11-12T01:12:00.002+08:00

ITE College West.
Weird place thou.
Fan clubs expanding everywhere? nonsense!
I wander why they stare?
Sometimes i cant really bare.
But what i care,
I'll just look at them and say "nahh.." :D
Weirdoos. New ones.
What the hell.
Some are just over-reacting.
whatever. bye

Two days post.

2010-11-07T16:48:00.003+08:00

Saturday;
Woke up at 9am.
Facebook till 11pm.
Breakfast.
Dress-up.
Off to Tb.
Then to JP.
Then to zentoza.
Enjoyed it alot.
Happy birthday wan telor!

Sunday;
Woke up at 4pm.
Great thou.
Still a lil' sick.
At home.
Facebook.
Blogging.
Watching movie next.
Bye.

Facebook speaks.

2010-11-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

Why do some girls run from the ones that make them happy,
And fight for the ones that make them cry?
-Geena

As we grow up,
We learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken,
Probably more than once.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast
And you'll eventually lose someone close to you.
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt.
Because every 60 seconds you spent angry
or
upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
-Khairul Azhar

Life will stop, Soon.
But before that, Spend the time cherishing every moment.
Waste it or you'll regret it.
Even if you lose everything,
But infact,
You'll never know that you've gain the only thing that you need. :)
Enjoy. Love. Hurt. Happy. :>
-Rahman Jeopardy

What is it?

2010-11-04T00:37:00.003+08:00

I wanna stop,

I wanna take a walk.

I don't want to be stalk,

I want just a thing to pop.

I thought of alot of things,

But all the thoughts just being paradox.

How would it be if i have wings?

It will surely rocks! :D

I wanna get lost.

I wanna have a round of applause.

But now,

I'm given a coin to toss.

And life can't seem to pause.

I'm dead.

P.s; Wedding dress by J.reyes & Tommy.C

I had it.

2010-11-03T00:19:00.004+08:00

I'm tired,

Each day it seems so dull.

All gone head-wired,

It seems that there's a crack on my wall.

I wish i could just go,

Follow with the flow.

Like how the river did it,

I kinda envy it.

But i feel so scared at certain times,

And i start thinking like as if there's hidden mines.

What will it be?

I can't barely see.

How can this go?

I can't seem to be able to follow.

Gosh.

Freak out.

Weirdo indeed.

Me.

Done.

WHERE ARE ALL MY SISTERS?! how come?

The whole main point.

2010-10-31T12:34:00.004+08:00

I've been blog-dead for quite sometime,

And my blog's posts are missing from all those rhymes.

Well i won't be talking about the past daze,

Just that i'll talk about only yesterday. :D

Its halloween night,

But every where we go its still bright,

And it seems not right.

But at zentoza,

It feels like an extravaganza!

28 dollars for the event,

On the 30th off we went.

Spooky it isn't,

But boring it musn't.

Great!

Love it!

With ghost roaming around,

Like as if its their own town. :D

4 trails,

10 males. :)

We enjoyed, That's the whole main point.

Life seems pale.

Don't bother.

Cause i don't.

I need it too.

2010-10-25T23:58:00.004+08:00

I appreciate every person that are in my life right now.

And also the ones who had left.

No matter how much they spent some thoughts,

Sacrificing some time/moments/effort for my happiness.

It's very much appreciated indeed.

I'm glad.

I need some appreciation too. (:

Great friends guys, :D

You're my helium gas. XD

Anonymous location.

2010-10-24T03:20:00.004+08:00

Hi,

Went to Bedok.

Performance by young talents.

Especially my cousin's band and my classmate, Shafiqmagz. :D

Then off to city hall. :D

Enjoy the blizzard. :)

Rascal long day out, :D

Fun.

Im tired. bye.

P.s, things change.

TSURT.

2010-10-23T12:27:00.003+08:00

Thought i chose the right one,

But that wasn't what i want.

How can this be?

Why didn't i see?

I'm so darn sarcastically clever,

And things that happen almost put me into a high fever.

Seriously i thought it'll be alright,

But now i know that trust has already died.

Fcuk this shit.

Sorry dad/mum/sis/bro.

Believe it or not,

People are available in all kinds and sorts.

Go to hell. bye.

Guy of miliions shit holes.

2010-10-19T00:30:00.003+08:00

I'm ridin' it now,

I'm clearing all the "how".

I already am tired of it,

Sickening piece of shit.

I always advise so much to people,

But advising myself is what i'm not capable.

I'm a tiny boy actually,

but that's your god damn fantasy!

In reality i'm someone,

Someone that you can't easily taunt.

Fcuk you.

If you think you're a winner,

Then by all means be some life saver.

Shit hole.

Get something you don't have,

Which maybe you can't have till death?

I'm tired saying it all over again,

You just fcuk away and stop causing the pain.

Hell go.

Anyway, i'm good.

Just swinging my mood.

Stop here.

Bye peer!

It lands.

2010-10-17T23:43:00.004+08:00

Twist and turn,

Making me feel the burn.

An airplane,

Has come landing on its lane.

Waiting for some people,

People that gave up and say there aren't capable.

Or maybe people that insist on running away,

Cause they just don't wish to stay.

So i'm here wishing them to go,

I hope they'll fill up all the empty rows.

Day by day,

Say what you need to say.

Don't keep it tight,

Just fight for your rights. :D

Changes occur continuously,

You just need to be steady & ready. (:

I feel the change now,

And i kept sayin "how?!"

But nah, fcuk off.

I don't wish to be all soft.

And be the one being push all around,

Now such changes won't push me down.

Cause i had enough,

Been thru such obstacles so tough.

Im weak once,

And thats what everybody wants.

I cant always be like that,

Or else i'll be step till i'm flat.

Mean it people,

Lets talk, not mumble.

Fcuk.

Why is there a why?

2010-10-17T04:17:00.003+08:00

An upside down tragedy.

I really am some jeopardy.

I felt so, I felt low.

Everything seems diff today,

Even if i kept on saying "no way!"

It just dont seem right,

Where is my bright light?

No one bother,

Even my father,

Also my mother.

How strange?

Are we going in distant by range?

Why be good to everyone?

At times they forget your good deeds in less than a month?

Its not about asking any repay,

But hey,

Have a heart as i can say.

Appreciate if you may. (:

If everyone wants to go,

I can't really say no.

Thats them,

Thats their own attempt. (:

Maybe i'll lose alot,

But sacrificing is what i thought.

I'm sick. sick. sick.

I'm weak. weak. weak.

But i can't sleep. sleep. sleep.

Why bother?

Happy 17 october 2010.

Deactivate.

2010-10-16T01:43:00.003+08:00

The moon is there now watching,

It ain't moving.

It is just staring,

As i am here thinking.

I'm so weak & tired.

And i'm sick & all head-wired.

I need a little power,

But where's my life-saver?

Oh god.

I feel like dying,

My mouth hasn't been talking.

The voice just can't come out,

While once it was so loud.

I can't move,

My steps ain't smooth.

I'm always coughing,

There's no stopping.

What's wrong?

Oh gosh.

Unwell.

Am fell.

Silencing.

2010-10-10T01:58:00.002+08:00

Actually i'm gone.

For nw?

I got nothing to talk about.

Alot of things were the same stuffs.

So for now, i'll silent this blog. :)

Untill..

Errr?

5 days later or whatsoever?

haha!

Takecare.

Yeah?

2010-10-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

I'm keeping it low.
I'm going to go with the flow.
I don't need any boat for me to row.
But i got to go.
And so,
Let's just hold on tight.
Create a future so bright.
Giving all the light.
And have a mindset so wide.
I'm back! boo!! huh?
Bye! :D

Dearest Girlfriend, I love you.

2010-09-30T23:28:00.006+08:00

I apologise.

2010-09-29T22:49:00.003+08:00

I thought everyday was so fine,

And so i decided not to even whine.

But at times things just turn out the other way round,

Making our moods go out of bound.

I dislike being all moody,

Cause i prefer being crappy.

Why did i even frown?

Am i feeling so down?

I didn't want it to happen that way,

It makes me left with nothing to say.

I apologise baby,

I mean it so badly.

Sometimes when i'm all down,

I can't cheer people up like the waves of sounds.

Like i used to,

Now Rahman seems to be untrue.

I'm really sorry again,

Making you walk the wrong lane.

You won't allow me to take all the blames,

You'll surely be angry and covered with flames.

Just to say i hope things will be alright,

And you'll be able to sleeptight tonight. :)

Imissyou,Iloveyou.

Bye.

Read please.

2010-09-28T02:23:00.003+08:00

Thoughts do wander around,

And we know they have no bound.

But sometimes, Some things.

Comes by to make us keep on wondering.

"When i say, i've moved. I'm."

"When i say, i won't leave you. I won't"

"When i say, it's you. It will be only you."

And nothing else matters.

Past is past like you said.

Memories are memories logically will stay inside our head.

But the present is when you're living on it.

I ain't saying much of what my thoughts are saying,

But this are what you need to know.

"I love you. And thats how i feel right now."

Nothing else matters.

I know anything can happen.

But i'm saying, i'm far away now.

I'm far away, with you now.

Please get it?

Thanyou, love.

Think.

2010-09-26T07:50:00.003+08:00

Only my cousin knows me. Don't he? :)

You're thanking me?

I'm welcoming you.

You told me it isnt good making assumption,

But don't you think you're being the very old me?

Think. Things happen w a reason.

Good morning friend.

The morning of all nights.

2010-09-24T09:40:00.001+08:00

Every night,

Is a sleepless night.

Insomnia,

Disturbia.

Whatever said.

I'm done.

On 20.09.10

2010-09-22T08:44:00.003+08:00

KK+AR
Baby.

A whole day w my Khiriah Kairudin. (20.09.10)

LJS.Pool.Bowling.Banquet.

Love it.

Cherished. :)

Done.

One-six Zero-nine Two-zero-one-zero.

2010-09-18T01:12:00.004+08:00

Now we're in love. :D

Once we're Bro/Sis love.

Fresh clean page.(AR+KK)

I wish it will be good,better,great. :D

No more Me,I,You,Her. Its US. ahaahah!

Oh tak? heee.

-I'm loving it.

Distraction event.

2010-09-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

Been busy thou.

There's always somewhere i need to go.

My timetable seems so tight,

I need to get things right.

I got an exam in 3 days time,

While i'm here doing such rhymes.

When i wanna open my book,

I'll get distracted with the smell coming from mum's cook. :D

Well, I need to find time yea.

Seeya.

Bye.

A new semester.

2010-09-10T10:45:00.001+08:00

10 september 2010.

Hari raya aidilfitri!

I ask for forgiveness from all of you!

Love you all!

Yes you!!! AHAHAH!

Bye.

Night working brain.

2010-09-06T02:34:00.002+08:00

Life is full of resistance.

Need perseverance.

But i'm still that nonsence. XD!

Aku da start ngantok2 dar.

Hooww comeee?! hahahaa

bye!

Its them.

2010-09-03T01:26:00.005+08:00

Life is happy,

When you just don't worry.

Life is sad,

When you're always mad.

What do you want in life guys?

Be sure, And be wise. :D

Actually there's alot in mind for me,

Just that you guys don't see.

Because that isn't what i want it to be,

Ain't making you people so worry.

Might as well i hide it all,

And build a huge wall.

I just don't want any bad changes to happen,

Because i already got alot of lesson to learn.

My thoughts stop here.

:You people don't go,

it will make me feel so low.

Thankyou.

Ps; Pictures are random.

I wish.

2010-09-01T14:44:00.002+08:00

FTF.

Seeya soon.

Never ending day.

2010-08-31T00:34:00.005+08:00

The insomnia keeps on going,

No wonder i'm always thinking.

Cause i didn't have enough of sleeping,

Making my mind keeps on spinning.

The situation seems harder,

I have no idea whats gonna happen later.

I'm just blank,

And blank.

Dead.

Lost.

Thoughts and Thoughts.

Non-stopping.

Great.

Just me.

Me.

Felt like how a mother lost her child.

Feel so low.

Got to go.

I need to.

2010-08-30T21:10:00.001+08:00

GFG.

Bye.

Logically.

2010-08-30T01:44:00.002+08:00

"I feel like i'm a bear covered with those thick fur, Just when you hugged me."

XD!

School's in.

Bye.

Creation of mine.

2010-08-29T00:22:00.004+08:00

"You would still make me melt, Even when it is snowing."

"The volcanic lava just can't burn you, Cause you're way much hotter."

"Among all other soft toys in store, Only you get sold out. Just because you're so cute."

"Guess that i need to go for a lifetime dialysis treatment, Just because i met you for a minute. Look how sweet are you."

The idea i have on you. :D

Faded.

2010-08-28T15:34:00.002+08:00

Unclear me.

Unknown me.

I am like no other,

I'll just disappear,

If you try harder.

Dead.

Late noon awake.

2010-08-26T15:32:00.004+08:00

At 11,

My eyes opened.

5 mins later,

It closed again.

At 12 noon,

It open back so soon.

2 mins after,

It closed again a bit faster.

At 2,

It opened and searching for you. :D

I'm bored. bye!

Weak day.

2010-08-26T15:27:00.003+08:00

25/08/10

Yesterday, Out the whole day.

School till the noon.

Didn't sleep the whole night,

Caused insomnia was at my sight.

Felt so weak,

Eating and drinking doesn't give me the kick.

I'mma freak.

Done.

A girl. A new member.

2010-08-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

She's here.

24 August 2010.

11.29am.

Nur Tiara Elrynne. (:

Some thoughts shared.

2010-08-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

People are afraid to love again,

Just because they're scared of being hurt over and over again.

But isnt that just being a coward?

When we fall we should get up again.

A failed relationship is a lesson to us.

So we should let that happen again.

We should strive to rekindle our love life.

Not be afraid to love again.

And...

In fact, Love is everywhere.

We cant fight love, but we can accept it.

Learn from it. then can we become a better person.

If you think back.

Anywhere you look there is love.

Your parents take care of you since you were small cause they love you.

A man trains hard in NS cause he loves his country and want to defend it.

A gardener takes care of his plants as he loves them.

He don't want anything to happend to them.

I can go on and on but i want you to know that we need love.

Its what that keeps ppl going. love is life in fact. - Achit.

Head start.

2010-08-23T23:19:00.001+08:00

Erasing.

Going.

Ending.

Beginning.

Of something.

Surprising.

Dying.

Dead.

The way it is measured.

2010-08-19T15:22:00.003+08:00

It feels so right when everything is wonderful.
Beginning isn't the ending.
It is not similar at all.
;)

Road to somewhere.

2010-08-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

A start of something new.

It feels like mountain dew!

Huh?

OneSix.

2010-08-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

This day.

This number.

What i got to say,

Its for us to remember.

I need help at times,

And stop making all these rhymes.

I'm afraid,

Whether to wait.

Maybe it is late,

But i don't even know if its fate.

I'm sorry again.

Causing all the pains.

Making you cry like rain.

Sinful act.

Caused regret.

Bye.

DMA.

2010-08-15T01:00:00.005+08:00

I'm done doing nothing,

Now I'm trying to make up something.

Something that used to be a mystery,

Or maybe it is also used to be a history.

Turning down the history to the present,

To figure out what is left in existence.

I need some real answer,

If not I'll be a forever pathfinder.

Choosing the right path,

Would really give me a big laugh.

Choosing the wrong one,

Would destroy my fun.

Big things don't fear me,

No matter how big they can be.

But the ones i can't see,

Are the ones fear me. Alot.

Whisper the words I've been waiting to hear,

And help me disperse all my unwanted fears.

You come here,

Stay there.

Give me the care,

Sit with me to stare.

And when you breathe in the air,

I'll be the air for you. :D

Thats how we do.

My eyelids can't be glue,

I can't sleep too.

Maybe i'll just have a nap for an hour or two.

Rest well creatures.

ByeyB

Paradox.

2010-08-12T18:19:00.002+08:00

2nd day of fast.

Its kinda fast.

I'm abit fed-up with things,

I just wish i could have wings.

So i'll be flying high,

And i won't be afraid to die.

Going thru alot of daydreaming,

Maybe nightmares too.

So much of wondering,

Sometimes the truth speaks was so true.

I'm just unsure.

Should i be here?

Or maybe, where is here?

Whatever it is,

I'll stick to where i am.

Rather than risking my life going up the ramp.

Which is which?

I'm still me.

You guys not to worry.

Need to start on the problem solving,

Well, i wonder when will the end be coming.

Shut down.

Talk about NDP'10.

2010-08-11T00:55:00.007+08:00

A whole day of fun and thrill,

As we guys are out to kill.

To kill the sadness,

Reviving the moments of happiness.

Two Thousand and Ten,

It is now in our hands.
We just need to know the plan,
So that we'll know how things went.

Yet, I don't wish to be all sad.

I've had enough, I said.

Now, i should make a deep turn.

I'm afraid, So this is what i need to learn.

But now, i got this bunch of friends.

They're the best, They'll make me dance. ahaha!

Aku bored ahh.

Nak tidur.

Nak puase! huh?

ahahaha! takecare!

(Pictures of fun above)

Not a mirror.

2010-08-09T01:23:00.002+08:00

Nine August right now?

The peers following later,

Ain't perfectly like last year.

It doesn't matter,

But still it won't be that better.

Just so different.

Hope you guys enjoy today,

Throw all the sadness away,

And go hooray-hooray!

You, you and you. Do takecare.

Know what you need to do.

Be sure.

Don't feel so fear.

I'm here.

I'll be near, You won't see.

ZeroNineZeroEightOneZero.

5.30 am.

2010-08-08T16:28:00.002+08:00

Last night, Things are weird.

The night is so bright,

That's what you've never heard.

Can't seem to be resting,

Wondering what i'm thinking.

Things so complicating,

When i'm all alone sitting.

So much of decision making,

And idk which is the right thing.

I thought it thru,

What a friend of mine said is true.

I can't just lay back and do nothing,

Or am i not suppose to be pretending.

I'm just sick,

Doing alot of thinking for the past few weeks.

Its been 4 months,

And i'm still not making any runs.

I have no idea,

All of it inside my brain had gone head-wired.

I'm hungry,

Maybe going to Mac'd.

Errr. what a thrill.

Just.

2010-08-07T01:56:00.002+08:00

Happiness at sight,

But our distant was so wide.

History was so tight,

With lots of tears to wipe.

Just a remote. Just..

Ain't me.

2010-08-06T00:42:00.004+08:00

Kinda lazy all this while,

And sometimes i feel so senile.

Maybe i think too much,

While things just stay as such.

Ain't i that kinda of a fool?

Lucky i'm not as stupid as a bull.

Going for the reds,

Which they know doing that is what they hate.

Sleeping 3-4 hours per day,

Won't even make each day a good day.

For me i guess, But i'll do whats best.

At times i know i'm somebody,

And at that point i'll be all happy.

Whereas after all that,

I'll be all sad.

Don't know what i had,

Thats what i will get,

There's no need to bet.

I wanna stop this,

I want tensions to have a low gradient at least.

Oh god.

I need a tour guide in my mind,

To stop all the unnecessary whine.

Freaking shit.

Alot of things really doesn't show who i really am nowadays,

Making my mind frays.

Gotta lay.

Lets start a new day.

Hung up.

How it feels.

2010-08-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Do you know how it feels like?

Unsure whether you're doing it right.

Upon seeing he/she pops out somewhere,

And you don't even know if there's a need to be there.

This isn't fair.

How would you know if you need to do this or do that?

I thought maybe you don't need to know yet.

Confusion is always.

I'm right in any ways.

Sometimes making an effort to sustain a friendship needs to party,

If only one try so hard to, It won't be a reality.

My mind can't stay ease for a day,

Maybe yours too if you got the chance to say.

I wanna be.

Something you won't see.

Whatever.

Stop now or never.

Zzz.

I thought.

2010-08-02T13:22:00.002+08:00

Usually i woke up,

Nothings up.

But these past few days,

There's alot to gaze.

Before this, I never dreamt about you,

But why now everything seems to be you,

You won't believe if it is true.

Isn't it?

Two days straight,

It is not something i hate.

But these things happen just a lil' late.

I thought i was in reality,

But it wasn't as i thought it would be.

Just i thought so...

I thought..

Fcuk.

Shifting soul.

2010-07-30T00:08:00.005+08:00

Why am i been missing nowadays?
Could i be busy always?
Maybe not that always,
But maybe just these past few days.
There's so much for me to erase,
As there's even more problems i got to face.
Well whatever happens,
There will be friends in presence.
Alot to do,
More than you.
Things started to change,
I don't know if this can maintain.
But i like it somehow,
If this stays i'll be honour to take a bow.
Sometimes being left is a lesson to become stronger,
It is hard to climb back up the ladder,
If you made it fast you're a winner. :D
Now i am tired, I feel so head-wired.

Later i'll be an engineer for a day,

But there won't be any pay. haha!

Photos from shira's belated bday party will be uploaded.

So yea, thats all.

I wanna crash landing.

BYE

Movie breaks.

2010-07-27T19:53:00.003+08:00

Hi world.

I'm a lil' early for a blog posting session.

But nvm, what i bother. hah!

I gotta great P.E lesson earlier today.

Swimming lesson? wow!

RAHMAN + SWIMMING = NO GOOD!

hahah!

Well, i got it thru. Fun thou. :D

Some bad attitude going on after that.......

Rather, we go to the movies in between our breaks.

DESPICABLE MEEEEEEEEEE!!!

It was the type of show Rahman Jeopardy suits to watch.

HAHAA!

Wth. My friends and I laughed like there's no tomorrow. hahaha!

10/10 rating i could say.

Cute AGNES. hahaha!

woooooo. If i could have a daughter like her. kiwak mann! berangan! hahaha

k whatever la geng.

Gonna run some errand. seeya later alligator!

I know what you don't.

2010-07-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

I got nothing left for me to say something.

I got everything here to say im nothing.

Maybe i am nothing, to you.

But i can create great things, if i wanted to.

I'll walk the whole stretch of the highway on my own.

I'll not worry you running back to me, cause you won't.

Sometimes it’s easier to say you don’t care,

instead of trying to explain every reason why you still do.

- credits: A friend

Its been sometime...

2010-07-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

Too great to even be said.

Its been so long, It feels so wrong.

If i would say my days have been busy,

You would even say that isn't the real me.

I got alot to do seriously,

Just to make myself feel happy. :D

I can't be sitting down,

Feeling so down.

I can't be checking facebook too,

Or i'll want to find out how do you do.

Its so true,

Its all about you. hah!

Just that there's a need to deny,

And there's no need to ask me why.

Alot about soccer,

Just like one motha-fcuker.

Others come around,

Just to help me not to frown.

School is full of assignments,

I just need to have some commitments.

All of it will eventually comeback to you,

But i'll be trying not to. huhu

Heads up, buck up.

Fly high, no sigh.

This is me, Rahman Jeopardy.

That will be her, Someone to clear all my fears. (:

I won't take it as a sad memory,

But as an encouragement therapy. :>

You'll think i'm crazy,

Or maybe i'm being crappy.

But this is reality,

Ain't talking in virtuality.

Hang on there, if you dare.

Get lost.bye

Nothing more left.

2010-07-20T01:05:00.003+08:00

What i can say.

I got a busy day.

I'll tell you a tale;

In school, maybe i could say.

For the first time, i didn't come to sit by the bay.

I did all i got to do, All the assignments were so true.

I ended up feeling so gay, Till i celebrate it my own way. :D

I didn't touch the computer for facebook.

Rather i'm focusing and doing my work,

You'll know if you saw my stress look.

I go around not disturbing others,

But asking about important matters.

Sometimes life needs a change,

No matter how hard things are at the beginning.

Being positive have no limited range,

Even if all these while you got all the hurting.

Come on. Let's go. Don't stay.

Let's go pray! haha.

If its you, tell me.

I got no option left to think about. thankyou.

Have a nice day.

And i don't know why.

2010-07-18T14:19:00.003+08:00

Thinking thinking thinking.

Blinking blinking blinking.

Questioning questioning questioning.

Answering answering answering.

Accepting accepting accepting.

Believing believing believing.

Waiting waiting waiting.

Missing missing missing.

Loving loving loving.

Leaving leaving leaving.

Sacrificing sacrificing sacrificing.

Losing.

Stay low,

2010-07-17T15:32:00.002+08:00

Simply today is an unknown.

I feel so different.

I slept 10 hours?

Too much.

I'm awake for more than 24 hours yesterday.

What nonsence am i doing? hah.

Oh well, i've done one assignment correctly.

For the first time? wow mann.

Proud of myself.

It made me run around the whole class. hah!

I didn't studied for all the tests.

Rather going around asking help during the test. omg mann.

I'm stupid, i'm slow if you could say. :D

Rather i won't stop acting i'm clever till i will be one.

Imperfection is human's definition of perfection. Hah!

Its been 4 mths. I'm sick.

When will it go?

Counting. Trembling.

Bye.

Unwelcome.

2010-07-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

This date.

No fate.

A lock gate.

Like i've said.

Don't wait.

-bye

Opposite.

2010-07-15T19:39:00.001+08:00

You're once the apple to my pie.

You're once the straw to my berry.

You're once the smoke to my high.

But now you made me say you're nobody.

........

Two days grace.

2010-07-12T19:16:00.004+08:00

10th July;
An outing. A location. A celebration.
They got me laughing.
They got me smiling.
But they don't ever figure what i'm thinking.
So i rather be hiding.
-Rascals.

11th July;
She. Movie. Dinner.
She got me thinking.
I caused all the wondering.
I wish to stay,
But you're not moving the same way.
I got alot to say,
But it seems harder day by day.
You won't know.
-Sleeping Beauty.

Mothafcuker.

2010-07-09T19:43:00.002+08:00

No calls.
No texts.
No info.
Feel low.
Just follow with the flow.
Its like this.
It ends here.
In 24 hours.
Dead.

Why.

2010-07-08T19:51:00.002+08:00

Why thoughts come by?
Why hurtings instanty made?
Why hardship always there?
Why memories won't erase?
Why happiness gives a little?
Why care is hard to bare?
Why love is everywhere?
Why am i asking all this?
Why are you reading all this?
Do you care? haha.
But seriously, why.
Hate that.

My day to say.

2010-07-07T17:44:00.003+08:00

It really is 7 July!
And i already feel so high!
With the presents people buy!
There's no need for me to ask why!
haha. nonsence sia mann!
K done rhyming.
I'm sleepy you know.
Sriously, in school imma like a zombie walking.
hahaha! dope isnt it? huh? HAHA!
*To YOU, its ok for not hearing that wish of yours but i see the wish via sms?*
hahaha.
Birthday boy wanna say something, i miss YOU.
Can? say can! huh?haaahaaa!
whatever. nothing to be said anymore.haa
Thght its like 2009. Jst thght so.
No pictures because no celebration. ):
I dont care anyway.
Its the thoughts that counts. haha.
.........

hmm. you already knew.

A race with nothing to waste.

2010-07-06T22:47:00.003+08:00

6 July? wow. Ain't that fast?
Mybe this post ain't gonna have that stinky rhyming thing.
Gosh. my brain condemned. so ya.
You guys are glad right?! ahha. jk.
So what day is tmrw???? woooo!
haha. not gonna talk about it.
I remembered last year, i got a starbucks treat from syapik.
And yea, ayam penyet ria treat from nur sarmira filzah. haha.
Happy thou with the soda GEMBIRA. haha.
Memories.. Just that. Sweet thou.
Nah. shouldnt talk about it either.
*Guess what. Gonnabe birthday boy wanna say..errr. HAPPY ADVANCE 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!*
Huh?? hahaha.
Im happy myself. thts enough. :D
A wish to have you for my birthday wasn't a success yea? haha.
Nvm. booya..
Shld forget abt it? guess so.
Its different this year. Feel so.
A lil bit .. urrr. Empty.
Nothing to be happy about 7 July.
whatever. tkcre.

Stop.

2010-07-04T18:10:00.001+08:00

Stop.
The End

Like a tattoo.

2010-07-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

Its all about being optimistic?
Rather i'm a person that is pessimistic.
How is that so realistic?
So pathetic....
I can't always be thinking,
Maybe i'll start believing.
Or i should continue faking?
Even about what i'm feeling.
I should have known.
I'm always being thrown.
"Just like a tattoo" ??
Nah, it ain't true.
Someone there?
Why i'm standing here?
No reason,
For my presence.
Positive. Not negative.
I wish to dive,
End my life.
Its never easy.hah!
hmm.

Some other kind of problems.

2010-06-27T02:18:00.002+08:00

An owl way,

A body that frays.

The bright is when i'm home.

The dark is when i'm at Rome.

Confusion.

Suffocation.

Counting down to those days,

Till the time i meet everything face to face.

Stop with a dot.

Start with quite a lot.

One stare.

Alot to bare.

Everything made me stone,

Nothing triggers me.

Not even my phone.

I need a sleeping session.

To clear all depression.

Dismiss.

There change it all.

2010-06-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

I got something to do on saturday morning,

Which is putting on my shoes and go jogging.

But it doesn't mean i'm running in a solo manner,

Cause i already got myself a perfect jogging partner!

This is me, Don't follow.

2010-06-26T00:34:00.003+08:00

My eyes are weak.

My eyebags are big.

Rather their thick.

Im afraid to fall sick.

Cause Rahman just can't sleep.

Insomnia ooohhhhhh..

An insomnia.. ohhhhhh.. hahaha!

Don't be like me,

Or you'll suffer many2. :D

So be ready,

To face this tragedy,

Brought to you by Rahman Jeopardy! :D

Bye

What you people should know.

2010-06-25T01:24:00.001+08:00

Its not about telling everyone what you're thinking,

But just about expressing your own feelings.

Even if you tell the people for whom you're breathing,

They won't believe just that saying,

Rather tell them by showing.

If you like someone,

It doesn't mean he/she is the one.

If you gonna tell he/she what youre feeling,

Don't do it exactly on blogging,

Cause theres no meaning.

You think going first is the best way,

Without any words of pray.

I tell you efforts won't pay.

And you won't have your day.

Giving up isn't an option,

And also using illegal potion.

I'll rather sit down and lay back,

Then going fast and get whack!

Chill people with problems,

Always fill up your boredom.

When youre occupied you won't be wondering much,

When youre empty you will always be thinking as such.

There's always a way,

Slowly think while you're hitting the hay.

Rest well. You'll be able to think well.

Sleep you shits! Don't be an owl like me. :D

I don't live.

2010-06-24T02:06:00.002+08:00

What am i going to do?

If its gonna be that true.

All this while i'm always thinking,

When will be the ending,

Or izzit won't be happening?

Oh god.

I'm sick again. and again. and again.

How short my life is to feel only the pains?

It just fated that i'm gonna leave,

And there's no need to breathe.

I didn't regret on what i have given,

And i will be ready to have you'll forgiven.

Gdnight.bye

Four-Thirty hours.

2010-06-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

A morning of thinking,

Cause me not to be sleeping,

With my eyes rarely blinking.

It is just some weird situation,

And my mind is all in tension.

Alot of stuffs going through inside,

Although the space isn't that wide.

Just a few sentences that got me all caught up,

And made me think what's up.

"Too much of a good thing is bad"

"You need to balance everything in life"

"You can't always be following your heart and neglect using your mind"

Maybe more of such sentences were said,

Maybe meeting that friend of mine was fate.

But solving everything inside will need to wait,

And nobody will know which particular date.

It is just so strange last night,

Like one hell of a ride.

I wish i know what to do.

Cause i already got the clue.

Thankyou.

Don't come.

2010-06-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

Oh godd.

I don't want a sore throat,

Cause i got no medicine to cope.

I don't want to get a 2nd strike,

Or my body will get a fright.

Nowadays i don't feel so good,

Things really shutters my mood.

I got easily sick,

My body is always weak.

Something is wrong inside,

I gt a feeling the doctor has something to hide.

I should get the hell out of here,

Maybe get my sleeping gear.

Be ready to condemn guys. bye

Trembling surface.

2010-06-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

The place like its being hit by a hurricane.

Causing so much pain.

The situation is so hard for me to maintain.

I got everything wrong.

Messing up all the songs.

It took me so long.

Getting on top.

And now it feels so easy to drop.

Just a lil' hop.

You never knew.

What others gne through.

More than you.

In life is about confidence.

Follow by perseverance.

But what is important is patience.

From the outside i'm brave.

In the inside im jst afraid as a slave.

Nobody cares a god damn thing.

Even if im already flying high with wings.

Maybe i should go.

Maybe so.

Or is it a no?

Finding a paradise.

Isn't about rolling those dices.

You need to feel it.

Then you owned it,

Others will love it.

Now i got to beat it.

I'm done, I'm gone.

Now its none.

Gdbye tghil.

There comes krad.

Tragic Insomnia.

2010-06-18T10:55:00.004+08:00

First time a woke up at this hour,

With so much power.

Usually i am still sleeping,

Ignoring about the timing.

I just couldn't get a good rest,

Cause my mind is putting my eyes to a test.

I don't know what i'm thinking about,

Waking up early isn't a good thing to be proud.

It is just that,

Things are always bad.

Turning to my right, The scenery was so bright.

While on left, Seeing nothing was left.

Two different world living upon us,

Many different people that is hard fr us to trust.

At times i think about you,

And my mind go "guuuuuu" haha. lame.

But it is true,

That i miss you,

And nobody knows who! =P

I've been thinking alot lately, SERIOUSLY.

I need a time portal,

To just get out of this sickening bottle.

Anwy, studies really do come into our mind,

Even when things aren't going fine.

Typically we're lazy,

But we pretend we want to study badly.

Hmmmm. Blank indeed.

Be happy, im over typing. bye

I give up.

2010-06-17T21:02:00.002+08:00

Whereby,

Sick.

3 Days.

Medicine.

Uncured.

Worst.

Dead.

I feel you.

2010-06-17T01:22:00.002+08:00

I'm all confused. Why good things people abused?

Sometimes going back to square one,

Isn't as easy as improving what has been done.

It isnt game dammit,

By just breaking things and waste it?

Oh god.

You think hurting others is wonderful?

I'll show you that you're one bloodyfool!

If am a killer, I'll be that murderer.

Chasing after you, is what i'm gonna do.

Hurting people and leavin' them is tht easy huh?

Recall back how hard it is before you have them?

If you answer, damn matharfucker!

Ill wack your face with this peanut butter!

done.